Tuesday, May 26, 2009

More Than Two Years

I have been writing in this blog for nearly two and a half years, now. I have 168 posts, all but twelve published. It now averages 50-70 views on the days I post new, and receives more than half its views from direct traffic and search engines. "Self-hatred", "fear" and "joy" are among the most searched-for terms, and those searching for these three terms tend to spend the most time here. I don't watch statistics religiously, but I do check them now and again for curiosity's sake, and to see what people yearn to hear about. I also don't write slavishly, posting mostly when the spirit takes me, or when I feel particular concern about some topic. I'm not given to much thinking about my blog and the traffic, because I blog first for myself, to vent and explore my thoughts (selfish creature I am) and secondly in the hopes that someone, somewhere, some time can benefit from the lessons I have learned in the gospel, and feel the peace and love of the Lord.

Out of curiosity, I created a Wordle of the topics I have posted on during the life of this blog.

Wordle: Rains Came Down

It is rather revealing, I think. It shows very much the thoughts of my heart, things I think about all of the time, which weave in and through daily chores, loving my daughter and trying to be a good wife and mother (which topics I have largely kept out of this blog intentionally in order to separate it from my far newer and less frequently posted "mommy blog"). I have changed in the past two years, been humbled and hopefully am a little wiser than when I began. I hope I have dedicated myself a little more fully to discipleship, been humble in accepting the pruning of God.

This is by no means a good-bye, just a musing of the sort most people do in January. But to me, the year truly begins in spring. Observing life struggling once again to fill the earth causes me a little contemplation. If I could speak the desires in my heart, I would speak poetry indeed, but I rarely find words for my gratitude and aspirations.

May I focus more firmly on my Light and Salvation, and be as successful in living the things I hold most dear as well as writing about them.

7 comments :

  1. Your second reason for posting is certainly fulfilled - if only for the help and strength I gain from your faith and courage and trust in God. However, I'm positive I am not the only one who benefits from your insight. Here's to another great two years!

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  2. SilverRain, I'm another person who looks forward to your posts. I always find them both thought-provoking and faith-promoting. They prompt me to consider gospel concepts and principles in new ways, and they help me in my constant struggle to live in a more Christ-like way.

    I enthusiastically second Mama D's toast: Here's to at least another great two years of intelligent and inspirational blogging!

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  3. "... secondly in the hopes that someone, somewhere, some time can benefit from the lessons I have learned in the gospel, and feel the peace and love of the Lord."

    Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings so generously. I enjoy reading your posts and look forward to many more!

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  4. SilverRain, I loved this statement:
    "I have changed in the past two years, been humbled and hopefully am a little wiser than when I began. I hope I have dedicated myself a little more fully to discipleship, been humble in accepting the pruning of God."

    What a perfect perspective.

    Your Blogging by the Spirit post is still one of my all time favorites. I have it listed on my blog under "Favorite posts from other blogs".

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  5. Oh yeah, so I "third" the toast...

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  6. Thank you, everyone, for the wonderfully kind words. I really appreciate the support and friendships I have found through blogging.

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